Murtaugh

I've found the reason I don't want to write is because I don't want to invest.  I've been wanting to write for a long time, about something, anything, but I don't feel like investing too strongly in any situation.

Recently I've felt like everything I need has eluded my grasp.  God, I hate that sentence.  But it's true.

I can't talk about anything.  I don't feel like talking about anything.  I kind of just want to be a blank slate right now.  Start over.  Reboot.  Maybe I'm just getting too old for this.